Wednesday, March 21, 2007
why does he have that old feeling back? why cant he juz ignored it? he had only meet his ex yesterday afternoon and say that he really missed her and was stress because of the "missed" feeling.. i dun really care if he meet his ex or wat.. im not mad.. and thanks to him for being truthful to me.. i really appreciate it.. but i dun really get it why does he have to say that his ex does not have anything to do with us if we broke up.. does tat really nescessary?? does he have tat second thought?? tottally speechless.. tats hurt number one.. next.. he told me he dun noe who he love or like.. now thats really hurt.. really damn hurt.. im so mad and so dissapointed.. now i dun really noe.. he told me he love me.. is tat true?? he would tottally say yes for sure.. but he's making me keep thinking and thinking.. now wat should i do?? Argh.. feel like crying but ma tears are all dry up.. ask me to give him a couple more days.. sure.. but come to think of it.. why does he need a couple more days? haiz.. i dun wanna go through this kind of situation again.. im begining to smile and be happy.. but i cant even smile now.. dun wish to put on a fake smile or laugh.. its not sincere.. i noe its tough for you too.. perasaan tak boleh dikawal.. i noe..
10:34 AM
